hello i am back woow blog likhna is now my passion yaaroo bahut maza aata hai apne words ko kagaz pe likhne mei vaise ye kagaz nahi h techonology ka jamana h to computer pe likhne mei hehehe..(jokes apart) par i really enjoyed to rite blog......

apne mera last blog padha hmm nai chalo padh lena bahut sach likha h meine usme and first time mujhe blog likhne mei aisa laga jaise ki mei sach ek writer hu a famous writer but sach toh kuch or hi hai ki abhi mei sirf shitij hu koi baat nahi write bhi ho jaunga. hain toh mei ye keh rha tha ki mera last blog mei meine gusse ko thoda elobrate kiya tha ki sirf 2 mints ke liye isko side rakho umeed hai ki jisne padha hoga thoda to pasnd aaya hoga usko vaise life mei jo logo ko dikhta hai vo toh log dekh ke anjan ban jate hai toh hum kisi se ye umeed kya kare ki koi humara dost bhi banega kabhi or kya sach hai ye.logo ko pechana life ka sabse bada challange or sabse bada exam hota hai dusro ka toh pata nahi i some times i found it very difficult.ab mujhe nahi pata ki aisa kyu hota hai kabhi kabhi na hum ek insan ko pechane mei itni galti kar dete hai ki uski saza hum jiski galti hoti hai usko chod ke baki sab ko dete hai itna gussa aa jata hai.bachpan mei toh humara dost vahi ban jata tha jo bus hamare sath ludo khel le hamare sath hide & seek khel le jiske sath hum tution chale jaye vohi hamara sabse aacha dost hota tha or bachpan mei toh pal mei agar dosti tut jati thi toh pal choclate ke sath khatam.

kitna aacha hota hai na bachpan jab hum kisi park mei baithe ho or dur dekhte hai ki ek chota sa baacha bina duniya ki taraf dekhe logo se anjan bus apni duniya mei khoya sirf ek ball ke sath puri shyam khelne mei bita deta hai (isn't it very sweet and amazing) aree aaj toh hum ek mobile ke sath 1 month nahi bita sakte ball toh dur ki baat hai.kher par vo toh ek baacha hai.par hum bhi toh baache hi rehte hai na sari umar jitne bhi bade ho jaye bachpna nahi jata kisi ka ye bhi hamari zindagi ka ek sach hai sabse khubsurat sach.bachpan mei jab mei school jata tha toh bahut ladhta tha logo se bahut shararti tha jab mei 2nd class mei tha na toh mei chalk marta rehta tha sabko hehe bahut shararti tha my mom was in hospital that tym bt mei apne bachpan ki duniya mei khoya rehta tha ghar aata toh logo ki bhid sab rote hue or meri eklauti didi mujhe ek dure kamre mei bhej deti thi khana khila deti thi or fir mei so jata tha alge din school ki vahi duniya shararti duniya fir 2 dino ke baad mujhe ek pandit ne kaha ki "beta aapko ye pani se bahra hua metti ka matka apne kandhe pe utha ki iske pani pura girne tk iske charo taraf ghumna hai mei mitti ka matka uthaya or ghumne lag gya or thodi der mei pani khatam ho gaya or matka tut gaya fir mujhe ek ladki mei aag laga ke di gayi or meine ek lakdaiyo ke dher mei aag laga di fir thodi der tak mei apni didi ko dekhta raha jo dur baith ke ro rahi thi mujhe samjh nahi aa raha tha ki ye sab ho kya raha hai par mei toh apni bachpan ki duniya mei dhuba tha ab ek mehez 5 saal ke baache ke liye duniya ke riti rivajo ko smajhna bahut mushkil tha toh mei nahi samjha paya.kafi dino ke baad ek din mei school se aaya toh mujhe laga ki meri mom ghar mei hongi par vo nahi thi kyuki she was dead and ye baat jab mujhe samjh aai tab tak mujhe unke bina rehne ki adat dal di gyi thi.duniya hamehsa ek line bolti hai ki jo hota hai aache ke liye hota hai ab ek 5 saal ke baache se uski maa ko chin lene se bura kya ho sakta hai isme aisa aacha kya hai isme sabse bada or sabse aachi baat jo mujhe lagi vo ye thi "ki shayd bhagwan ko bhi ye baat soch ke bahut buri lagi hogi ki agar mei is baache se aage chal ke iski maa ko chin lunga toh isko bahut dukh hoga abhi ye baacha hai jab tak isse kuch samjha aayega tab tak isko maa ki bina jeeni ki adat padh jaygi fir ye samjhdar ho jayega"

mei or bada hua life aage chalti gayi or mei isko apna ek bachpna samjh ke bhul gaya.par kehte hai na jo cheez sabse pyari hoti hai vo sapno mei bhi hamara bahut khayal rakhti hai bus ye aaj tak hota hai...kher isse mujhe khud ek baat toh samjh aai ki sach mei jo hota hai aache ke liye hota hai.meri school life mei mere dost nahi hua karte the or jo hote the mujhe zayda pasnd nahi karte the par mujhe dost hamehsa aise dost chahiye the jo dil se mera sath de aise log jo har pal na sahi par us pal mere sath ho jab mujhe unki jrurt h.par aisa kabhi nahi ho saka or fir selfish ka matalb mujhe samjh aaya per mei sabka bachpana samjh ke sabko maaf kar deta ab ye meri galti hai ya meri samjhdari ye mujhe nahi pata par aisa karne se mujhe dil se khushi milti hai.par jo bhi mera dost banta vo selfish hi nikalta vaise sab nahi kuch hai jo mere dil ke karib hai hehe..

you know guys hum un din sabse zayda dukh hota hai jab hamara koi apna hume chod ke jata hai or hum uski saza sabko dete hai par kyu iska jawab toh hum khud kabhi nahi de payenge kyuki hamari soch aisa nahi chahti hai.collage mei mera pehla din mere liye aisa tha jaise kisi village ke ladke ko aeroplane mei le jake baitha diya ho mujhe daily aisa lgta ki mei in logo ke sath kaise ji paunga.mei sirf ek jagah pe baitha rehta logo se na milta na baat karta kyuki selfishness ki definatin itni daravni lagne lagi thi ki shayd mei himmat hi nahi hoti thi.par jab class mei logo ke sath dekhta or unka behaviour jo ek mahan dosti ko show krta tha isse mujhe lagta ki shayd mei hamehsa se galat hu dost kahi na kahin hone chahiye meine dost bhi banaye unki galtiyo ko maaf kiya meine par apni galitiya bhi mani hamehsa se par jab tak hum logo ki galtiya maaf karte jaye tab tak hum dost par apni galtiya chahe kitni bhi maan le kitna hi prayachit kar le par tab pata chalta hai ki har insan ke liye ek galti ko bachpna samjh ke maaf karna samundar mei se moti dhundne ke bara bar hai.collage mei jake mujhe ek baat toh hamehsa se sahi lagne lagti thi ki aajkal friendship sirf friendship day vale din hi samjh aate hai baki din toh sirf ek dhokha hai.mei collage mei har ek insan ko apne jisko kehte hai na best frnd uski burai karte hue suna hai mujhe ye sab sun ke jitna bura lgta tha logo ko kehte hue nahi lagta tha dosti karna sabko aata hai par nibhana mushkil hai boss.galtiya toh hum sab karte hai sach mei agr hum kabhi kisi ki galti ko maaf kar ke ya usse bachpana samjh ke mehen us chote se baache ki taraf jo puri shyam us ball ke sath bita deta hai aisa samjh ke maaf kar de toh hum bhi puri life ek bachpane ki tarah ji sakte hai.....

par fir vahi baat samne aa jati hai ki hum galti maaf kyu kare kisi ki agr maaf kar denge toh jhuk nahi jayenge or jhukna hume manjur nhi hai isse hamari image kharab hoti hai dosti todna relation todna manjur hai par bachpna samjh ke aage badhna manjur nahi hai.vaise galti logo ki nahi hai vahi baat hai na jaise hum dekhte hai vaise hi samjh lete hai duniya ko fir agar kahi hume vaisa hi kuch galti se bhi nazar aa jaye toh bus fir hum intellgent samjhne lagte hai gussa karenge galti maaf nahi karenge usse batayenge ki tune dosti dekhi hai ab dushmani bhi dekh. kya ye sach mei samjhdari hai intelligence hai i dont think so.....samjhdari toh aap samjh hi gaye hoge ab hena.....chalo thats very gooood.

SHITIJ KE LAFZ SIRF EK BACHPANA SAMJH KE AGAR HUM APNI LIFE AAGE BADHAYE TOH KAISA LAGEGA FIR SACH MEI LOG HUME US CHOTE SE BAACHE KI TARAH APNI ZINDAI MEI MESUS KARENGE SOCHO GUYS JO SOCH KE HI ITNA AACHA LAGTA HAI JAB VO HAMARE SATH HOGA TOH KAISA LAGEGA ISN'T IT VERY BEAUITFULL.

ab bus hhehehehehehe...
see u in a next blog till then take care
god bless u